with all of my responsibilities…
Wednesday, March 21st, 2007can’t even began to imagine what yesterday has been for me.
can’t explain why since january i gradually became more and more missing something, depressing, unexplained headache.
sure lots of devils came during these months. some even possesed my so call best friends. i even lost a great deal of money. god knows why.
but yesterday it seems to cleared my wondering of why my heart feels moody.
never could’ve imagine it would come to this result, i didn’t expect it but it’s the truth so i need to face it forward.
the office feels more and more quiet and silent. just like my mood.
can’t do anything about this and there’s no logical way to put it to right.
god seems unfair. but that’s just my understanding at the moment.
no regrets… life goes on… and yes i do care about it all especially my work.
so i pray for all of my problems to go away, all of my bad lucks to leave me soon, and pray for all my love to stay in my heart forever, cause that’s what keeping me in charge of anything, and what keeps me alive and well.
live with it!
