Bruki

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it’s saturday 7 april 2007.. !!

can’t even began to imagine what yesterday has been for me.

can’t explain why since january i gradually became more and more missing something, depressing, unexplained headache.

sure lots of devils came during these months. some even possesed my so call best friends. i even lost a great deal of money. god knows why.

but yesterday it seems to cleared my wondering of why my heart feels moody.

never could’ve imagine it would come to this result, i didn’t expect it but it’s the truth so i need to face it forward.

the office feels more and more quiet and silent. just like my mood.

can’t do anything about this and there’s no logical way to put it to right.

god seems unfair. but that’s just my understanding at the moment.

no regrets… life goes on… and yes i do care about it all especially my work.

so i pray for all of my problems to go away, all of my bad lucks to leave me soon, and pray for all my love to stay in my heart forever, cause that’s what keeping me in charge of anything, and what keeps me alive and well.

live with it!

Marriage is all about compromise.

If you’re always self centered, doesn’t care about other people’s simple matters (a.k.a insensitive prick), always think you’re right and you want to force people to believe you are and execute anything under your decision (a.k.a unbelievably insensitive prick), then DON’T get married.

At some point, what we think is right (it’s trully correct, you’ve searched it on Google and it’s a correct way of action) is actually far from right from your spouse’s point of view. And, you’ll need to say it’s right, or atleast keep your mouth shut about it. That’s marriage!

In in way, compromising is quite a better of socializing in a community. You’d be liked most often than others, but most importantly, you will have no worries if you do so correctly, and should not have a grudge on others (a.k.a GRUDGE ON OTHERS = sooo f*cking uncool and girlie).

Last week was the highest temperature reported in Bandung at day time, which reached 34.7 degree Celcius at day time.

By the end of the week and also this starting week, we started to have rains which is quite nice except for the common flood in the city which causes traffic jams.

Because of the weather condition, lots of people got sick. To name a few, my son, my daugther, ham’s daugther, ham, iman, my mother and the botak guy (almost).

Now this should undirectly becomes a concern, since I’m getting sick of working. Well I guess I’ve been sick of working the same thing since last year…

I sometimes wonder how rich people tend to "Acting the goat". We’re installing this new internet port with a customized configuration that mostly provide our client to have a secured vlan connection in one of IDC’s rack in Jakarta. Our client is suppose to be the new major player in entertainment, installing at their premises inside a new developed mall that’s not even 100% open.

But they keep on "acting the goat", imposibbly proud, and the guy handling it is unbelievably proud and like to talk the goat to others (aka. my employees). Even the boss, the supposed to be very rich guy from jakarta, called my friend just to acting the goat. The problem being their lack of communications in their own company which is a new company. They asked us so many time to do some funny customized configuration that we need to have a special permit to the IDC to do, and also we have to set a grooming time with other providers. This doesn’t matter, but everytime they ask to do it off business hours and with time frame of "ASAP". I’m so sorry, but I’m not Bandung Bondowoso, or even Sangkuriang.

"Acting the goat" term was taken from Tintin books.

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My work feels unbelievably boring. Been working, concerning and thinking about the same thing since 1992 and seems quite a dull thing to do for me now. Always the same old stuffs to deal with. My staffs problems, tax people problems, bandwidth problems, and all IT bullsh*t stuffs problems which I could throw up just mentioning it.

I don’t like to judge people (in this matter my people), so I can’t as much as say that this is right or wrong cause people has their own characteristic. I hate people who comments and tend to blame others for some sh*t happening in the company. Why? Because doing so and acting-the-boss kinda thing, doesn’t help! I like to see things done my way (well actually just because this is my own baby company).

But that’s it. I hate my job, and tend to hate people who’s acting-the-goat in the company and doesn’t even look at me as their boss (hey! I’m actually the boss here!).

Anyway, now I just come to work to handle daily working activities and don’t give sh*t about other things. Tried hard to have time for my sons, daugther and my lovely wife. If I could stay home and do nothing unless taking care of my children and my wife all the time, that would be more than enough for me. Bored by it?  Not a chance, they’re my family.

- MI-3, not so good, quite plain.
- XMen 3, quite okay.
- Fast & Furious 3, good action scenes, so so storyline.
- Rumah Pondok Indah, Oh my God, can’t believe I waste one and a half hour of my life watching it.
- The Terminal, teriffic movie, but Tom Hanks sucks (ahem.. subjectively I might say..).
- Return of the Condor Heroes 2006, good computer graphics, overall quite an OK series, Liu Yifei is quite cute.
- Friends with money. WTF!!

My simple comments about the movie "clicks" :
- Good and funny movie, very entertaining
- Adam Sandler can’t act
- Kate Beckinsale doesn’t need to act to impress me
- Very terrific new movie idea
- One of the movies I saw in cinema (due to killing time in jakarta)